I am terrible

So, yesterday I told 25 year old that we couldn't be friends. I removed him from my friend's list on facebook. An hour later, I decided to undo that move and noticed that he had blocked me. Suddenly I wanted him to be my friend more than anything and I wanted to undo the stupid email I sent him. This morning I texted him and said I was sorry. Not hearing back from him, I called and told him I had changed my mind. So, yes. I am just as guilty of jerking men around as they are of jerking women around. I don't see this going anywhere as a relationship, so I am pursuing other options.