Such disappointment

My conversation with the vet was cut short Tuesday and he told me he would call Wednesday. I was so disappointed when he didn't. We texted during the day and apparently animals have emergencies. There are a lot of car accidents and it is possible that he had to work late. I hate talking on the phone, so it is ironic that I am disappointed that he didn't call. Oh well.

Thoroughly Confused

He keeps calling me and texting me. I guess that is a good thing if this were relationship potential, but I don't know if I want it to be. I'll just see how long he stays interested in me.

Just Friends

I love that the vet likes to chat with me on the phone. He didn't call yesterday and I was disappointed, but I had told him that I planned on calling him next week. So, it is a new week and I called this morning. I hate calling people. I can't explain it, but I don't like to do it. I am going to keep chatting with him until it gets old. He told me he just wants to be friends, so I'm not holding my breath on any relationship.

Online Stalking

So, I went to the guy's facebook page and read past status updates. I saw the pictures of the girl that he calls his ex and complains that she continues to call him. I also noticed that his status changed within a month from in a relationship to single. Yeah, I have short term relationships like that. I don't think I will text him today. I told him that I would call next week. I'm so good at procrastination.

An hour?

Did I really talk on the phone for an hour to this guy from high school today? I never talk on the phone. If I am making plans, I usually email, text or talk to them in person. Chatting on the phone seems like the biggest waste of time to me. I felt like I wasted my time today talking to him. It was fun to chat with him, but I hate hearing about his high school experience because I compare it to mine and he was a rebel and I didn't do anything wrong.

Wow!

So, the realization hit yesterday that the vet isn't interested in me. I could be wrong. He was texting me multiple times during the day, but he complained about a past relationship and it annoyed me to the point that I deleted his number from my phone. Now, I'm bummed that I can't text him until he calls me. I was starting to get addicted to the attention.

Piercings?!

I chatted today with the veterinarian. He told me the story of when he got his tongue pierced and about getting his nipple pierced. He doesn't have the piercings anymore. A dog's nail ripped out the nipple ring. I get that some people get piercings and tattoos. I didn't even ask if he had a tattoo.

Phone issues

I'm so silly about calling people. I hate to do it. The guy in Charlottesville asked me to call him this weekend. I gave him some flimsy excuse and told him maybe. He had been texting me a couple times a day and while he reports that he isn't ready for a relationship, he sure is taking some interest in me. So, I call him during my lunch break and we talk for ten minutes. It was a dry, boring conversation. I didn't know what to say. When school was out, I texted him and told him school was over. He calls me five minutes later. We talked for fifteen minutes more and the conversation was light with lots of laughter. It was noticable to him that I was definately more at ease receiving a phone call than making one. I have no explanation why other than I'm not good at chit chat.

Not much drama to report

I have been in cognitive remediation. It has been helpful. My speech therapist is helping me devise coping mechanisms to help me process information that is presented to me. We didn't work on anything auditorily and I think that my main problem is with auditory information.
The high school friend texted me a lot yesterday. I don't know what to do about that. I can't imagine that we'll ever hang out, so I should probably stop texting him. It is nice to have someone to keep in touch with.

Oh no!

I never want a guy to be overly obsessed with me. The guy from high school texted me in the middle of the night when he couldn't sleep. I'm not sure how I feel about that considering I hardly know him. Surely he has friends in Charlottesville that he can call, but I don't know. Is it worth it to try and have a friendship with someone two and a half hours away? I'm not sure.

He called me

My friend from high school was curious enough to call me up. We talked for about an hour. He told me the sob story of his divorce and a mutual friend. Turns out, he was on the swim team with me. But, in my defense, there were a lot of people on that swim team. It would have been very easy for me to be on the team with him and still not talk to him.

A high school FB friend

Someone who never spoke to me in high school friended me. I sent him an email letting him know that I really didn't know him and he somehow wanted to make up for it. I must admit that I'm a little touched. I think he was a skater and hung with the popular crowd, of which I was not a part. However, time changes people.

Boring Day

I went to Madison High School today. I substituted for a business class. It was terribly boring. They just completed their assignments on the computer. Luckily, I had my last period free and walked home at one o'clock.

Another Setback

I had a seizure last night. I can't drive for another six months. Arghh! I had been seizure free for five months. This pretty much stinks.

Lack of Interest

I was so hopeful that the New York attorney would email me. I noticed that he had logged on, but hadn't sent me an email. I am so bummed. The LASIK eye surgeon who sent me an email hasn't responded either. Some entepreneur in Utah is interested in me as well as someone who is in Reston. The Reston guy has a beard and I just don't know. I'm excited that my new ward is having different midsingle visitors each week. Next week should be the designated visitor's Sunday with a potato bar afterward. It should be interesting.

back to online dating

So, this morning, I was bored and went on match.com. I was instant messaged by three men. One was just cyberstalking me and I had to block him. I mean, I told him three times that I wasn't interested and he wrote that he wouldn't pressure me anymore and then he instant messaged me and begged me to give him a chance. Uh...too stalkerish. I do like the proile of the New York attorney, but our instant messaging was lackluster. Oh and then there was the guy who told me he was horny. Yeah, that ended that instant messaging session. I kept trying to have a conversation and he wouldn't respond. Initially he told me he just couldn't sleep, but finally he told me he was horny and had to let it out. Uh...what was I suppose to say. He could have kept that information to himself. I just stopped talking to him.