Cause and Effect

I wonder if I really prevented any relationship from forming with the last guy I went out with because I kept writing that it was going nowhere. Mentally, I think that reinforces the negative. I guess I didn't want to get hurt when nothing happened, but I never allowed myself to become too attached to the guy. I wonder if I will ever let my guard down enough to form attachments to someone else. We'll see. I wish that I was staying in California longer. There is someone out there who is super tall that I want to go out with.