Could I move to Utah?

I don't know. I haven't heard back from the Baltimore doctor. Some guy in Utah is 11 years older than me and interested in me. It is just that it is far away and eleven years is a lot. There are lots of guys in the DC area. None that I'm currently dating, but I can't picture myself out West again. I'd really have to fall for this guy. I just can't imagine doing that online. Besides Utah is so far in the middle of nowhere.

An overachiever

I don't know if I can date an overachiever. I think I would fall short of his expectations. I started corresponding with a doctor who has started his own practice, written a couple books and owns a beach house. That is all well and good, but what have I done that even comes close? Oh yeah! I started speech therapy. Maybe once I finish I'll be able to keep a job longer than a couple months. Well, he is in Baltimore and I doubt that I'll ever meet him. We shall see.

No one is reading anymore

I checked. Today I had one page impression. Yes, I realize my life has gotten that boring. I haven't heard from the black dude on match who wants to meet me, so yesterday I sent an email to some doctor in Baltimore. I got a wink back. That means he wasn't even interested enough to say hello. That pretty much stinks.

Hmmm...

My brother picked up an application to work at the Recreation Center. I don't know what he wants to do. This morning he said he wasn't ready to be done being unemployed. I'm hoping that his second job interview with CSC goes well next week and he can start immediately. I don't know if taking a part time job at the recreation center will jeopardize his unemployment benefits. But that is where I work part time. Although right now I'm taking a break from it.
I'm not sure how I'll spend my Halloween. I hate the whole dressing up thing. It is annoying not to be yourself.

Speech Therapy

So, I'm doing speech therapy. It is really cognitive remediation. Hopefully, she will provide me with techniques to overcome my weaknesses at worksites. She said in the last year, she has helped five other people like me. She was very optimistic. I wish that we actually did more than a simple evaluation today. It seemed like a waste of time, but I realize that there is some sort of procedure. She wanted to know my goals and what I hope to accomplish with cognitive remediation.

The Count Off

Family home evening and my former crush showed up. I was thrilled. He is a fun guy whether he is around for jokes or eye candy. We broke the midsingles group up into three groups. We counted off and as much as I would have preferred not to have my adorable crush in my group, he ended up being the third person. I really need to get a crush on someone who is interested in me.

An old crush sat next to me

With the creation of a midsingles Sunday School, there is the opportunity to interact with other midsingles. I sat in the front row and looked around for an old crush, hoping that he would enjoy the ward enough to return, but alas, he hadn't made it from the chapel into the multipurpose room. I was thrilled that he chose to sit next to me today. He could have manuevered his way to the back row, but he filled in the seat right next to me. Unfortunately, I don't think he is interested in me, but a he is great eye candy.